http://youtu.be/04-JxYnzcq0
This post is very much inspired by Benjamin Kheng's Ted Talks speech.
I have always believed that there is a higher power who works together with the universe to respond to us, in order to help us in life. And I guess this video was one of the responses- as it came at a time when I was very much apprehensive and fearful of the choices I was making, even if I was feeling the exact same intensity, if not more, of excitement.
This video made me realise that it was time for me to take that leap of faith.
I have always been interested in fashion, beauty and dance. During my time in JC, I could only dream of setting up blogs to share the things I love, choreographing and filming dance videos and setting up a brand new line of clothes. I wanted to create and share- to bring happiness to the people whom I'm sharing with. My friends who knew me for a long time will know that I have one sole purpose in life- which is to make people happy. And my methods hasn't been all that justifiable and the side effects, even less so. But I have come to the realisation that the things I was passionate about- they all have the ability to bring happiness. And it is in fact a blessing, for it allows me to bring joy to both me and others at the same time.
But as my drive towards fulfilling my dreams increases, so does my apprehension and my fear. Am I crazy? Out of my mind? Why take this dangerous unknown path instead of following the rest of my peers who have already signed up for internships at hospitals and even applied for universities?
It was at this time, that I chanced upon this video and it made me see that all this passion, this drive, the lengths I would go to in order to achieve these goals- they are in me for a reason. It is time for me to stop being afraid, to stop being consumed by my fear, and to be brave. I should be taking on the things that I feel really strongly about. Like my biggest commitment for instance-choosing to run for pres. It was driven by the desire to create the best environment with the best conditions for the dancers to do what they love. Even though it was tiring, I have never once regretted it. I've got to work for that ideal with the best team and have learnt so much from the entire experience.
But I'm not saying that this fear is irrational either; just like Kheng mentioned in his speech, we all have our responsibilities. This anxiety mainly stems from our awareness that our choice might not be sustainable in the long run in making a living. So that's where our mind comes in- we survey the environment, the local scene and prepare whatever we need to fulfill our dreams. But when the time comes, we should learn to take the stage and let our heart take charge.
This might not fully be what Kheng was trying to convey in his speech. It is just my own interpretation and its impacts on my ideas. But I guess my message to my friends out there who might be facing the same dilemma as me in chasing their dreams is don't be afraid. Do what you believe in.
Quite aptly put by Robert Frost, "Two roads diverged in a wood, and I―
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."
Your path, the path you created will lead you to endless wonders. Have faith.
Kudos to the dancers who have decided to continue dancing and create masterpieces:) and to the ones who are feeling anxious and doubtful: a while ago, I posted this on Instagram and would like to take this chance to reinforce this again. It is a part of the poem from Lee Ann Womack, "
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances but they are worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the chance to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance"
And with that, many many hugs to any of you who needs it:)
Much much love,
Lan
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